But we have this treasure in jars of clay, to show that the surpassing power belongs to God and not to us. 2 Corinthians 4:7
Dear Friends,
Thank you all for your prayers over the past two weeks as I have returned to continuous tube feedings. The adjustment has been difficult yet God has continued to sustain me. I am no longer able to eat or drink due to the severity of my symptoms and daily life has grown more difficult.
Yesterday, I met with my doctor at Hopkins to see where he wanted to head next. He decided to admit me to the hospital for at least three days to run a number of tests. It has been more difficult lately than I could have imagined, but God has been enough. Due to the severity and complexity of certain increasing symptoms (especially breathing, muscular weakness, and pain) my doctor plans to involve other specialists in the battery of testing.
I am in the admitting office at Hopkins right now, and although the way forward isn't exactly clear, I know God will keep me wherever I go. His strength is all that is keeping me going right now, as every step seems to grow more and more difficult. I am grateful for the progress that has been made, but it is still an intense struggle. I am becoming even more aware, in the literal sense, how my every breath is a gift from God. I would not be here right now if not for His power.
What to pray for:
- Wisdom and strength for testing, especially the CT scan (requires taking a large amount of barium)
- That my eyes would be fixed on Jesus - I need Him.
- Grace for my family during this time. (especially my parents and youngest brothers)
- Courage. Endurance. Faith.
- That I would "Lean not on my own understanding."
- Trusting God to use this in ways I cannot see.
I cannot thank you all enough for your prayers and care. I know He has good things planned for these next few days even if I cannot see the way ahead. He is the One who goes before and with us.
Charissa, you are in my heart and most importantly my prayers. Lots of love to you.
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ReplyDeleteCharissa I am so sorry to hear how uncomfortable you are. You have been in such a long struggle with your physical body. I cannot imagine what your life has been like since getting sick. I hope and pray that the doctors are able to figure out what is going on. And just as important,find a way to treat your symptoms to bring great relief. You have always been such a special young lady. It's hard to watch people you love struggle in any way never mind physically. So glad you have placed yourself in the palm of God's hand and trust your care to Him. I will pray for your parents and siblings. You are surrounded by so many people who love you. Keep us posted!
ReplyDeleteThank you for writing even when it's hard. Love and prayers.
ReplyDeleteThank you for the update Charissa. Praying for you right now (and will continue) for courage, endurance, and faith. Looking forward with you for the day of glory when all this will be swallowed up by true life and you claim your reward from the Savior. Inspired by your fight of faith sister.
ReplyDeleteCharissa, thank you for taking e time and energy to give us these updates so we may pray more effectively for you. You are shining the light of e Gospel into the dark and dreary world around you. I can't even imagine the intensity of the challenges you go through on a daily basis, but you are one of my heroes and I pray for you frequently. God bless you as you lean completely into His big, strong arms, and allow Him to carry you through these tough times He's called you to endure, for your good and His great glory. <3
ReplyDeleteHi Charissa...been thinking of you. How are you?
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